Feb. 12th, 2009
... I am made of fail.
Yesterday I finally bothered to look at my bounced email at work, and found that mail to thestarport.org has been bouncing from my ISP with a "mailbox full" error for most of the last week.
Meaning I should have set up
fetchmail a week ago when I
first thought of it. Instead of being paralyzed all week, and finally
doing it this morning after waking up at 4:30 and not being able
to get back to sleep.
Yes, I know procrastination and paralysis are related to the depression, and are going to take a lot of retraining to get over. Idiot bear anyway.
... I wrote a song titled "The River". I posted about it the following day. It was another ten days before I started using the title as a tag, but the song definitely marked a transition of some sort in both my songwriting and my thinking.
There will be a couple more posts coming out on the River over the next ten days, but I felt that it was worth marking the occasion.