Understandable. Change is often frightening, and fear can easily become a kind of mental paralysis, but it does lessen and become manageable. It's natural that you should mourn the bed - like an old friend, it's been a part of your life for all these years, and now it's moving somewhere else. It represents everything familiar, some of which actually is changing and some of which you may only fear is changing, and you're not sure how comfortable you're going to be with what replaces it. It's very unsettling to deal with this kind of upheaval in one's life and it's not surprising that you're feeling somewhat overwhelmed right now. For me, it helped to try to focus on smaller bits and pieces rather than the big picture. Your mileage may vary - but will get better, you will get through this, and it'll be okay. Really. Here endeth the lecture. :-) Hugs.