I hope I do, too. I hope I can figure out how to implement them; I'm very deep in unknown territory here.

I've never been very good at organising my time; there's barely enough for work, care, housework, and errands.

I've never been good at simply "enjoying" anything -- I'm not sure I know how it's done. Maybe we could talk about that sometime; deep conversation is one of the very few things I know that I do enjoy.