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Productivity? What's that?
I've actually been fairly productive the last few days. If I'd been this productive two months ago, around the end of March, I'd have my FSA receipts all sorted, the Consonance concerts all up on the web, and be feeling a lot less panicked and harried and depressed.
There's a receipt that I know was on my desk, where I needed it. It's not there now. There's a phone call I should have made 12 hours ago; it's too late now.
As it is, I'm feeling frustrated, panicked, defeated, worthless, and hopeless. Also, paradoxically, bored and restless. I can't focus, can't concentrate, can't sit still, can't relax. Which is not helping.
Knowing that it's some combination of burnout and depression, and that depression lies, doesn't help either. Neither did taking a walk this afternoon, except maybe temporarily.
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Let's face it - Baycon was Hectic. Colleen's condition didn't help. And some times that craziness actually takes until the Next Weekend to set in. Don't ask me why, it just does. Suddenly you have the time to look around and realize how much still needs doing. Zap!
Don't forget to take care of yourself.
And Congrats on getting the GOH spot. Have fun.
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