Done yesterday

[mdlbear]

0224 Tu
  * W=186; drugs (+keflex); coffee; emergen-c
    ! slightly annoyed over weight gain; impatient
  & another "Five Things" post
  & ordered Marvell SheevaPlug plug computer dev kit
  * take keflex ~noon
  * walk, ~1hour.  Hills both ways.
    ! neutral, calm; slowed down markedly while thinking about making a
      phone call, so calling still associated with depression
  & 15:40 w: finished TR abstracts, index, form submissions
    ! accomplished, relieved
  * buy Epson Workforce ->600 or 500, or CX9400, at Fry's
    ! annoyed, slightly angry at sales droids talking down to me
  * buy AA batteries
  & Obama's address to Congress.
    ! mildly hopeful
  & posted about walk
    ! oddly puzzled about and disappointed in myself.  I don't even know
      what my most pressing problem is.
  * unbox Epson WF600
  & read more of Tannen.  ! continues to be interesting.
  * do time/date setup on Epson; load ink
  * try connecting Epson via USB; see whether SANE and CUPS work with it.
    -> CUPS hangs.  Will have to try with Lenny

I've already posted about the association between making phone calls and depression. I'm frustrated because not only am I not getting a handle on the phone thing, I'm not getting a handle on what the underlying problems even are.

I seem to have done much better yesterday at keeping track of my emotions, or at least remembering them long enough to write them down. Most appear to be negative, which isn't really surprising.

Comments

[nosebeepbear.livejournal.com]

Most appear to be negative, which isn't really surprising.

Perhaps you mean not surprising because you expect your emotions to be negative, but I think also because those are the ones people are generally more likely to take note of. It seems to me that positive emotions need to be much happier for people to notice them than negative ones need to be unhappy. If that sentence made any sense outside my head :).

[mdlbear]

It does make sense, though in my case it's mostly that I do expect most of my emotions to be negative.

[mdlbear]

Thanks for all your comments, by the way.