February, March and April Crafting Roundup and May crafting goals
2026-05-08 01:04 pm- hang up more art – added some more!
- Weave! - did some weaving, probably half done with the warp
- finish coat? - YES YES YES
- spin - finish the big project? ply and clear some bobbins, I need to free some up for big spin. - not there yet but making progress
- Knit sweater – DONE DONE DONE
- fix blanket that my aunt wants me to fix, big problem is that none of the yarn I can find will color match it and it is 50 years old. - got this done!
- other - I took a pottery class in February, haven't picked up the things yet but I will have pictures soon.
- I also got the nicest email from someone who knitted a sweater from my handspun yarn that she got from the weavers guild show and sale.
- I carded the combing waste and short bits from my big spinning project fleece
- Washed some hand woven fabric and fabric for my next sewing project
- took pictures of coat and sweater and did the Big Post Typing
Sweater post here
Weaving project, I did an experiment with using the previous warp to tie onto the current warp without having to rethread the heddles and dent. This was my first time doing it and it went...okay. I don't think I'll use this technique often, I don't usually have enough yarn in a quantity that it makes sense to do more than one warp with the same yarn which is what this technique is all about. So I cut off the cloth of my previous warp, re-tied the end of the warp onto the cloth beam again, removed the end of the old warp from the warp beam by untying the end rod, beamed on the new warp and then tied each warp thread from the new warp to the old warp. I then very carefully pulled all the yarn and the knots through the heddles and reed. I suspect it would be faster if I was better at it and also if I had more practice at it. My tension is trash but I'm used to that and have ways to fix it well enough. I also ran out of green warp yarn and added two strips in gold on either side. This cloth will be for me, there's enough issues with it that I wouldn't make something to give away or sell from it but I bet I could make something nice for me out of it.

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May goals (almost halfway through may? whatever)
- Start sewing project - make mockup
- crochet shawl
- weave
- finish spinning project?
- ply yarn on spindles
- pick up pottery you goof
- do a minor crafting room reorg?
Three Weeks for Dreamwidth: Day 15
2026-05-09 07:32 pmThis is a big community that looks very cool and helpful. Its purpose seems to be offering support and encouragement for fanfic writers via, among other things it seems, daily check-ins in which members can post about any progress they've made on their WIPs. As I'm currently plugging away at a long (for me) fic project, I feel like this is something I'd probably benefit from. It also looks like community members volunteer to host these check-in posts, which is cool.
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The real punchline comes later when he marries a person who loves him, has a good boss, is respected by his children, works at a rewarding job for 40 years, travels the world for 25 years, and dies in painless repose, surrounded by loved ones.
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I fear the crazed and lonely looks the mirror's sending me these days
2026-05-09 11:58 am( So Plan B )
( the downside of being made out of meat )
Meanwhile my house is now piled full of crap because I haven't had a chance to deal with it. The neighbourhood yard sale happens at the end of the month so a lot of it is going on a table with a sign that says "Free". The Bell techs that were supposed to show up and look at the downed wires never showed up so I need to follow up with them and I have a couple of other things around the house that I have to get fixed that will just have to wait until I have a week where I know for sure what my schedule is going to be.
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Lord Brock got put on a new medication, a painkiller this time. He was so stoned on the first day, or maybe just dizzy. I legit thought he had had a stroke for a second when I saw him first thing in the morning, it looked like he was dragging his hind legs but it turned out his legs were fine, he was just really floppy. I had to carry him up and down the stairs all day. I also think he fell over in his litter box, I keep finding little splashes of litter and turds all over the place.
He's on a half dose as of yesterday and we'll see how it goes. He seems much more normal this morning.
He's also very excited that he now gets two daily doses of medication because that means two rounds of treats. Bliss! I should be as easy to please as a cat.
Ithaca
2026-05-09 11:16 am
It was great seeing RTT, but I could tell I wasn't in prime Road Trip mode in Ithaca because I kept seeing things in terms of obstacles.
Not Alynn invited us to dinner, how fabulous is that.
But Alynn invited us to dinner. Fuck! That means I'm gonna have to drive in the dark and figure out the parking situation in Collegetown in the dark, and —
I wasn't game in other words. I kept seeing everything as a dreary algorithm with onerous conditions.
In fact, I think you could legitimately call it borderline depression, a headspace that's been following me around since the end of the Schlock gig. Either borderline depression or an actual illness, because I have so little physical energy. Do I have cancer? Lyme disease? Long COVID? Anemia? I keep thinking, If only I could sleep for 12 hours, sleep and dream, it would all be okay, that nascient headache always threatening to bloom just behind my eyes would finally go away...
Brain fog seems to lift to some extent when it's sunny & warm out, which inclines me to think it's primarily psychological (though, of course, psyche and soma do not have a clear demarcation). It rained practically the entire time I was in Ithaca. And it was cold. I didn't pack for rain & cold! Maybe that's why I felt so Not Good.

I like Alynn, and I did have dinner with her one-on-one first night I was there at a not-terrible Mexican restaurant. (Good Mexican food is difficult to come by in New York state outside the City.) She is very smart, blunt, no-nonsense. When I first met her, she was the suffer-no-fools head of the farm-to-table lunch program at RTT's high school, New Roots. I was a parent, so one of the fools by default! Now she's New Roots' operational head, and since RTT dragged me over to her house on Thanksgiving, we are thick as thieves. She was really kind to me that night, and I was in baaaaaad shape, so her kindness was deeply appreciated.
We did the things that would have resulted in bonding had I been in a better headspace. Parsed romantic histories, talked about our kids, shared confidences about our favorite drugs. But I was going through the motions. Alynn was great, the food was great, but I didn't want to be there—although if you'd quizzed me, I couldn't have told you where I did want to be.
In penance for my dissociative state, I picked up the tab for dinner.

RTT is as good as I've ever seen him. The apartment looks great, which I suspect may be due to the domestic talents of new roomie Willow, whom I liked enormously. With three humans, two dogs, one cat, and one snake, it is now the Peaceable Kingdom: Always someone to cuddle! RTT continues to have lots of fun at his Personal Best day job and is taking his City Council responsibilities very seriously.
I went to his weekly City Council meeting. Issue under discussion: Cement spalling at one of the city-owned parking garages that services Ithaca's downtown. Cement has a half-life, and the garage is more than 50 years old. It's very valuable property that could be repurposed in a hundred interesting ways, but the business community wants those parking spaces. Retrofitting the garage would take $3 million, and the repair wouldn't last for more than five years. What should the City of Ithaca do?
It's amazing to me that my kid has a say in that decision.
I'm proud of him!
He's so charismatic! And he's of a generation that, for the most part, is politically disaffected, so he's an excellent role model for his cohort. All politics are local politics!
Interesting sidebar: The mayor is Justine's boyfriend...
When you're in a karass, you're in a karass.

Sigh
2026-05-07 11:31 amIt needs to be perfume light, and ideally I should be able to get shampoo, conditioner, and body wash that don't clash with each other. I generally find that products marketed as natural are more likely to have scents that aren't overwhelming and don't make my eyes itch, give me a sore throat, or trigger a headache - but there's no guarantee there.
And, of course, it needs to get my hair clean, ideally without drying it out.
Help?
Are their minds wiped every night?
2026-05-09 04:12 pmThough I suspect it's more just 'did not bother to do any research'.
Two pieces in today's Guardian Saturday.
The one about blokes being (IMHO) totally scammed over testosterone doesn't appear to be online yet, but I, who have done my time in the noisome pits of sex-related quackery, was going: this is the latest round of what used to be rejuvenation operations of various kinds (HAI! WB Yeats!), the Blakoe energiser, electrical belts, devices to prevent the leakage of the precious manly fluids, pills to restore Lost Manhood, and I wouldn't be surprised if radium tonics had featured at some point.
The placebo reaction is a powerful thing.
And then we get The rise of the literary nepo baby? The children of famous novelists on following in their parents’ footsteps.
Well, maybe in these parlous times it does help getting an agent and one's foot in the door at a publisher? But it is hardly a new phenomenon that there is More Than One Writer In The Family.
Will concede that perhaps I am thinking of those literary families of an earlier era which were perhaps more into churning out more or less hackwork as a cottage industry (e.g. the Allinghams).
Then I bethought me that Angela Thirkell's son Colin MacInnes was also a writer, albeit, as one may see from that Wikipedia entry, a very different article from Mama, wot. (I seem to recall from the bios of her that I read that they were estranged and he was a hostile witness.)
There's also a bit of a reverse pattern in the Drabble family, whereby John Drabble took to novel-writing after his daughters. (Famous Sibling Literary Feuds....)
MerMay The Ninth
2026-05-09 11:25 pmArtist: leecetheartist
Rating: G
Fandom: n/a
Characters/Pairings: na
Content Notes:
I dragged myself away from games at the club for a bit to draw this playful mermaid. I used VanDiemen's ink Great Ice Lake, I think it is, which has a silver shimmer. The darker blue is Azure Kingfisher. And a little black for the fish. I used one of
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Scarcity in the human world is largely manufactured—there actually is enough for everyone, we just act like there isn't. Hoarded resources are wasted, like unpicked berries whose seeds are never scattered. While reading Kimmerer's thoughts on artificial scarcity, I found myself also thinking about the interpersonal scarcity mindset which leads people to cling to damaging relationships because they're afraid they'll never find anyone else. The commonality is a refusal to see the abundance that's right in front of you.
The impersonal competition of capitalism is compared to gift economies which build community and reciprocal relationships rather than cutting them off; status is gained by how much you give away rather than how much you keep for yourself. Birds and people gather enthusiastically around the serviceberry tree because of how generously it gives to them—and through animal seed dispersal and human husbandry, the plant gets it all back and more. (This discussion reminded me again that I want to re-read David Graeber's Debt. In gift economies there is an obligation incurred, but it's ongoing, mutual, and unquantified.) Gift economies do already exist alongside the money economy at small scales, and I appreciated that digital gift economies were mentioned, where information is what's shared. It made me think of how fandom can function as a gift economy, with creative works and resources being shared without expectation of a fixed payment—but the community can only continue to function if others are also sharing in kind or at least offering recognition and support.
One framing that was new to me was the comparison of colonizer capitalism to environmental succession. Disturbed natural environments like clear-cut forests are first taken over by fast-growing species that rapidly consume resources, but this constant competitive growth is unsustainable and is eventually replaced by a more stable ecology of interdependent species. We live in a disturbed environment, but that doesn't mean that stability isn't in the future.
The book is an expansion of a previously-published long-form essay, and it's only 100 pages, so obviously it can't offer a comprehensive exploration of these ideas, but I found it an inspiring and hopeful read. (If you like this, definitely read her essay collection Braiding Sweetgrass!)
I bought this book from the bird sanctuary gift shop on our trip to Rhode Island; I'm trying to keep my personal library under control, but I figured the profit went to a good cause. I want to keep the book because I think I'll re-read it, but I'm also tempted to get another copy and put it in a Little Free Library.
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2026-05-09 09:47 amThe thing is I essentially remembered nothing about Assassin's Apprentice because at the time I read it I didn't really know the narrative value of the fraught emotional bond between a protagonist and their mediocre-to-bad mentor and Assassin's Apprentice is NOTHING but mediocre-to-bad mentors. This book is chockablock full of problematic adults intensely projecting their various personal traumas and failures on our young protagonist and attempting to extend him care and guidance through these various highly distorted lenses, and unfortunately their best at its best is never very good but you can't say they're not trying: not really appealing to me at fourteen but delicious to me at forty.
Assassin's Apprentice begins with the arrival of our protagonist on a royal doorstep, age sixish: this kid is the illegitimate son of the famously upright, faithful, virtuous, happily married, non-slutty heir to the throne, Prince Chivalry, and his unknown relatives have decided that it's time for the child to be Chivalry's problem. This immediately and publicly blows up the entire political situation in the country, as Chivalry and his wife subsequently remove themselves from the line of succession and retire to a remote country estate without ever interacting with the child in question.
So that's Fitz, a kid with no official status who's a walking Weird Situation For Everyone. As for his various mediocre mentors, we've got:
Burrich, who was Chivalry's overwhelmingly devoted right-hand man, and due to a one-two-three punch of inconveniently timed injury/Fitz's arrival/Chivalry's retirement has found himself demoted from Heroic Hand of the Heir to the Throne to local stablemaster and accidental foster parent to the kid who blew up his life and his boss'
Chade, the king's assassin, who started from a similar position to Fitz and has been tasked by the king with molding Fitz into just as useful a tool for the royal dynasty as Chade has been for all these years
Verity, Fitz's uncle and the new responsible-but-overwhelmed heir to the throne, a pleasant and dutiful man with minimal emotional intelligence, who is always sort of absently nice to Fitz until the Kingdom's Problems start Eating Him Alive and suddenly things become enjoyably fraught as the potential increasingly arises that perhaps the Kingdom's Problems would eat Verity alive a little less if he let them eat Fitz alive a little more, but he is not going to do that! because he has ethics! but they both know that the possibility is there!!
Lady Patience, Chivalry's wife, who shows up midway through the book when Fitz is a teenager like 'oops possibly this child should have been parented by us? who says you can't fix the failures of the past! I'm doing it right now!'
What I find charming about Lady Patience in particular is that it's really obvious that to Chivalry she was his beautiful carefree manic pixie dream girl and to everyone else she is a nightmare. In fact all these people are sort of nightmares, and they all do care deeply about Fitz, and are also all failing him in important ways that have to do with their own deeply personal blind spots. The book's strength is in the evenhanded way it looks at these people and their strengths and their failures, and lets both the love and the mistakes matter equally.
The book's weakness is in that Robin Hobb apparently decided that since she had all these deeply flawed sympathetic characters, she also needed some actual villains that no one could possibly feel sympathetic about. There's an evil prince who wants to usurp the throne, and there are also some evil pirates who are kidnapping people from the kingdom and turning them into Soulless Monsters, or rather what
Also, I think it's important to note that Robin Hobb really is better than most of her peers at thinking about the practical requirements of domestic animals in a Nineties Eurofantasy environment; the proper care of horses and dogs forms a significant underlying element of the book and occasionally becomes a major plot point, especially since Fitz's Special Secret Skill is dog telepathy [Burrich thinks From Personal Experience this is an evil perversion that will ruin Fitz's life and that he must train out of Fitz as much as possible] [this is definitely not a metaphor for anything] [Robin Hobb wants to know how you could you possibly ask that]. Anyway the flip side of this is that Robin Hobb will Not hesitate to kill a puppy. Never think she won't do it. She has a knife to another puppy's throat right now. ( spoilers )
Books Received, May 2 — May 8
2026-05-09 09:13 am
Six works new to me. Three are SF, two fantasy and Fiyah is a mix. At least two of the novels are series. Interesting that SF is such a large fraction. Is SF making a comeback?
Books Received, May 2 — May 8
Which of these look interesting?
If We Cannot Go at the Speed of Light by Kim Cho-yeop (April 2026)
12 (52.2%)
The Republic of Memory by Mahmud el Sayed (May 2026)
10 (43.5%)
Mortal Things by Marie Lu (October 2026)
3 (13.0%)
Maker of Gods by Maria Z. Medina (October 2026)
0 (0.0%)
Forged in FIYAH: Celebrating Ten Years of Black Speculative Fiction edited by Davaun Sanders (September 2026)
10 (43.5%)
This Crimson Ruin by Rebecca Thorne (December 2026)
2 (8.7%)
Some other option (see comments)
0 (0.0%)
Cats!
21 (91.3%)
Ticking
2026-05-09 09:17 am
Spring keeps on springing. Caught the llama sleeping this morning around six AM, lurching as she dreamed, long enough for me to crouch down and pull two ticks off her face before she woke up. I heard on the radio that there's a website for collecting pictures of ticks along with a questionnaire, but the two had already expired on the stove's hotplate and they want the ticks frozen, not cooked, just in case they're special ticks.
Weekly Challenge
2026-05-09 03:09 pmWeekly Challenge: You have three weeks to make a post to a Dreamwidth community where you don't regularly participate and to leave a comment on someone else's community post.
• weekly challenge 1 . 2 • friending meme • event icons • journal memes • paid account gifting •
• community love •
Another roadtrip
2026-05-09 02:02 pmOur route took us near the Solway Aviation Museum which made an excellent pausing point, R.'s sons got a tour of an Vulcan. In subsequent reading I now learn that the Tornado can carry nuclear weapons and that the UK's buying F-35A's for carrying them too. I had not realized that there was interest in delivery other than from submarines.
saturday
2026-05-09 07:01 amI feel a rush of energy now that I am home again and taking care of my own little world. I feel like I've been gone so long - first to Florida and then to West Reading for 3 days. I want to make changes in my life. I hate that I am getting aFib so often - the last time before this was just in February. I plan to lose weight and look into a sleep apnea test. I do snore, a lot, and I probably do have sleep apnea. I never wanted to be tested for it before because if I found out I had it I didn't want to wear that thing on my nose but I'm willing now to do whatever I need to avoid aFib, if I can.

This morning: the one and only flower on my peony tree this year and it's been flattened by last night's rain. I still liked how it looked with the water droplets on it.
Admit It, That Protein Shake Is Basically Soylent
2026-05-09 07:45 amFrom the beginning, Soylent was shorthand for a certain kind of guy. A guy who worked in tech and probably wore a hoodie. A guy who, despite his six-figure salary, lived in an unfurnished apartment. Soylent Guy, above all else, did not have time for quotidian tasks such as cooking and chewing. One way you knew this was that he slugged the nutrient-dense slurry known as Soylent.
Remember Soylent? In the mid-2010s, Soylent promised to change the world by solving a timeless problem: Everybody has to eat. Instead of chopping vegetables or defrosting a meal, you could fertilize yourself, like a needy rhododendron, with a blend of oat flour, maltodextrin, brown-rice protein, canola oil, fish oil, and just enough sucralose to mask the flavor. For a brief moment, Soylent was beloved—at least in Silicon Valley, where venture capitalists helped turn it into a $170 million brand. It was also a dystopian punch line: What if you stripped life of all joy and bottled the result? Ha! In 2023, Soylent was sold off for a fraction of its former valuation.
John Coogan, who co-founded Soylent in his early 20s and now co-hosts the popular tech-business talk show TBPN, chalks up the company’s decline largely to inexperience. “We were always trying to be a little bit too clever,” he told me. But perhaps Soylent’s greatest fumble was that it came too soon.
You can find Soylent-like drinks almost everywhere these days. Fairlife—a line of protein shakes that bills itself as “a satisfying way to get the nutrition you’re looking for”—is so popular that it has become Coca-Cola’s fastest-growing U.S. brand. One of its competitors, Huel, recently sold to Danone for $1 billion. You can buy nutrition drinks from Rebbl and Orgain and Koia and Oikos, along with many, many other companies whose names have the wrong number of vowels.
If you are one of the many Americans who chugs these shakes on the regular, perhaps you might balk at the comparison to Soylent. (You don’t even wear a hoodie!) The point of nonfood nutrition is no longer to fuel yourself so that you can sit at a computer longer. You are instead becoming healthier, hotter, more beautiful, more jacked. The shakes are engineered for our protein-obsessed times. Fairlife’s Nutrition Plan shake, for example, comes with 30 grams of protein in a mere 150 calories. But many of the shakes do not stop at protein. They want to talk to you about adaptogens and your gut health, your antioxidants and your immune-boosting support. Only some of them explicitly identify as a meal replacement. Instead, they are “next-level nourishment” to “fuel every move.” They go from “gym bags to lunchboxes to morning smoothies” and match pace “with your everyday, get-strong hustle.”
[Read: America has entered late-stage protein]
Still, there is a striking resemblance to Soylent, and not only in form. These shakes aren’t meals, but they aren’t not meals. “There was a time when you had eggs for breakfast and a sandwich for lunch and a TV tray for dinner,” Leigh O’Donnell, an analyst at the market-research firm Kantar, told me. But we have become a nation of snackers. Instead of having three meals a day, she said, many Americans now eat “maybe six … somethings.” This is because of our lifestyles but also because of our newfound dietary needs. GLP-1s, for example, have created a new customer: people trying to mitigate potential muscle atrophy, a side effect of rapid weight loss, by consuming more protein, ideally in a form that doesn’t require eating all that much. The current high-protein, low-calorie, micronutritionally supplemented ready-to-drink shakes may not exactly constitute a “meal” in the conventional sense, but they certainly constitute a “something.”
The shakes are portable and easy and wildly efficient, in that they deliver a lot of meticulously calibrated individual nutrients and require no thinking. As a person who is not generally doing anything particularly demanding with my body (or, arguably, my time), I know that traditional eating should be just fine. All else being equal, eating food, not too much, mostly plants is probably superior to downing ultra-processed shakes. And still, I find myself drawn to these drinks. Food is fraught and confusing, but the shakes are reassuringly precise: This much protein! This much fiber! These carbohydrates! This unquantifiable but still notable immune-boosting defense! I am, as the protein-shake brand OWYN promises, getting “Only What You Need.” This was, of course, the promise of Soylent: You could glug down everything you needed and get on with it.
In recent years, “what you need” has only escalated. The list of nutritional necessities now “contains all these things that you didn’t even know you needed five minutes ago,” O’Donnell said, “whether it’s turmeric or potassium.” Obviously, you can be generally healthy, eating your beans and grains and salads, but can you reach the pinnacle of your potential? Can you maximize, in one single serving, your protein, your fiber, your ashwagandha, and your time? That’s the appeal of something like Ka’Chava, an “all-in-one nutrition shake” enhanced with antioxidants, probiotics, prebiotics, and digestive enzymes. Or consider Rebbl, which includes, in addition to protein and fiber, 2.2 milligrams of zinc and “adaptogenic Reishi mushroom extract.” Even Soylent itself has pivoted its messaging to keep up with the times, updating not only its recipe but also its mission. “We’ve shifted from being a meal replacement company to a complete nutrition company,” then-CEO Demir Vangelov told the tech newsletter dot.LA a few years ago. In an interview with Food Dive, he went further: “Every one of our consumers, they know what they believe they need in terms of protein, in terms of carbs, in terms of fiber and vitamins and minerals, and they’re curating their nutrition across their week to fit those needs.” (Soylent did not respond to several requests for an interview.)
[Read: Soylent, meal replacements, and the hurdle of boredom]
Soylent had a bold, even ridiculous vision for a post-food future. So far, it has not materialized. After several days of searching, I finally got my hands on a bottle of Soylent through the magic of the internet. It tasted strikingly similar to the other shakes on the market—dominated by notes of their low-calorie sweeteners. Coogan, the Soylent co-founder, has given up the stuff. “I have a very regimented schedule now where I have breakfast with my team every morning,” he said. But when you walk into a grocery store and glance at the refrigerated row of shakes, with their minimalist packaging and maximalist promises, the original dream of Soylent can seem comparatively quaint. The goal is no longer to match food. The goal has become to transcend it.
Postscript to my previous entry
2026-05-09 12:09 pm* Just as you should not read The Fortunate Fall if you want a romantic Happily Ever After, you should not read What We Are Seeking if you want a book which neatly ties up all its plot threads.
It's not quite in the same league of non-resolution as Stars In My Pocket Like Grains Of Sand (my beloved), but.
Assorted important things happen; the initial situation is radically changed; key decisions are made and alliances are formed. How it will play out is something that will clearly evolve over subsequent years and decades, but the book chooses to leave it at that moment of resolve rather than resolution, with the crucial shifts being internal and interpersonal.
* As an author, Cameron Reed may be the most "not aromantic but she believes in their beliefs" I've ever encountered.
Romantic love is a very real thing in her work, but it doesn't sway the moral or narrative universe of her novels in the way we're trained to expect (and the presence of an explicitly aro character in What We Are Seeking is not accidental).
I love this SO FUCKING MUCH.
* John Maraintha and Iren and Laura and Suddharma and Vo and Pirro and
Just One Thing (09 May 2026)
2026-05-09 12:03 pmComment with Just One Thing you've accomplished in the last 24 hours or so. It doesn't have to be a hard thing, or even a thing that you think is particularly awesome. Just a thing that you did.
Feel free to share more than one thing if you're feeling particularly accomplished! Extra credit: find someone in the comments and give them props for what they achieved!
Nothing is too big, too small, too strange or too cryptic. And in case you'd rather do this in private, anonymous comments are screened. I will only unscreen if you ask me to.
Go!
Facebook Marketplace: An Unexpected Journey
2026-05-09 06:05 am( Read more? )
British election
2026-05-09 11:22 amBritain is good at offering abundantly many polling stations open for long hours, I have never seen much of a queue. It was R.'s and their eldest first time voting here so I tried to be informative but not overly so. I was surprised how long our regional ballot paper was in person, my not having thought through how it had to fit well over a dozen parties plus a couple of independents. It all seemed to go easily and smoothly even though our polling station serves three … districts? each of which needs two ballot boxes for each of that district's kinds of ballot. It is nice to be in a country that can count elections in hours rather than days.
In every election, my tendency is to weigh my options; over the years, I have voted for a good range of parties. The main exception might be that I don't believe I've ever voted Republican in the US. Twenty years ago I might have at least given them thought but, especially in this modern era, Republicans will have to find some principles, honesty and compassion before I can ever even consider them again. In recent years, the Conservatives in Britain have also moved enough rightward to be beyond the pale for me. I don't think I've moved much leftward in my old age, I think the parties moved under me: Labour remains much more Blair's than Kinnock's, and Badenoch's running scared of Reform. (Some Reform members think the National Socialists made some good points.) I'm slightly awkward because I'm more progressive socially than along other policy axes so it's always a tradeoff: in this case, drawing a few almost-red lines on issues narrowed the options nicely.
The results leave me quite comfortable with remaining in Scotland: Reform did the worst up here. Locally, and in general, the SNP did well. I am not their biggest fan but there are certainly worse and, not winning a majority in Parliament, perhaps they can focus more on governing than referenda. The SNP has this habit of campaigning on many issues then deeming every vote to be a mandate for Scottish independence.
recent watching
2026-05-09 08:36 amA 1960s-70s TV series about David Callan, government assassin. It seems not all of this survives, but some of it is available on DVD and we've been watching the black and white episodes. Some of them were evidently recovered in a slightly weird way and you get odd ghostly images and moments when the picture jumps slightly, but it didn't matter because it's very watchable. It's a tightly written, dark series about an unmentionable branch of the British government that does assassinations and other black ops. Callan is our expert, miserable, lonely assassin and general purpose operative, assigned to jobs like helping the Israelis abduct a Nazi war criminal for trial, or figuring out whether or not a young woman is about to leak nuclear secrets to the Soviets, or investigating the mysterious death of a French intelligence agent, or retrieving his new boss from East Germany through a minefield. Sometimes he's clearly doing something important, other times it's all a disaster, and when he can Callan makes his own decisions about who lives and who doesn't. The government department is extremely cold: they routinely torture people or question them under drugs, the commanding officer - always named Charley Hunter regardless of his actual name - has little regard for his men's safety or how many innocent people get hurt in the process of saving the nation, and Callan's fellow assassin is a very posh sadist. It's only by contrast with them that Callan is a nice guy. Callan's only friend is a shabby little petty thief known as Lonely who Callan bullies, insults and protects in equal degree and who can be relied upon to follow people, burgle houses, keep watch or know a fellow petty criminal who can do anything Callan wants done. In return Callan will fight anyone up to and including his fellow assassins and his boss to protect Lonely from harm, and also makes sure he eats and bathes occasionally. We've watched maybe a dozen of the episodes and they've all been very well done.
The Baader-Meinhof Complex (2008)
A German-language film about the Red Army Faction far-left terrorists of the 1970s and 80s. I didn't really know what to expect going into this, it's 18-rated which I tend to be a bit wary of, and there was a lot of very graphic violence. But it was absolutely fascinating, it's not a documentary or a biopic but it is attempting to stay very close to the historical events, showing very clearly both the understandable and even virtuous motives of the RAF and their reasoning behind their actions and the extent to which they had public support - and also the devastation they caused and the destruction of lives eventually including their own. A really good unflinching look at terrorism, and at a segment of history that I have read a little of lately but not in depth.
Design For Living (1933)
A film I have heard about for years and never watched, the classic OT3 of all OT3s. Based - loosely - on the Noel Coward play of the same title, this is about Gilda and the two young men, George and Tom, she meets in a train compartment. George is a painter, Tom a playwright, Gilda a commercial artist, and after Gilda goes out with both men simultaneously, they end up living in a platonic menage a trois. However, this falls apart when Gilda sleeps with one of the two, and after that the narrative tries out all the dyads possible: Gilda and George, Gilda and Tom, then Gilda decides to try being respectable and marries Mr Impeccable Virtue and Three Square Meals Plunkett leaving George and Tom alone together - but none of the dyads work and eventually the three of them drive off into the sunset together. The film is hilarious and adorable and tremendous fun to watch, I highly recommend it. I found it on Youtube here if anyone else wants to enjoy a hilarious and sincerely OT3 romp. And I shall have to try to track down the play to see what the differences are.
In other film-related news, Cub spent his Christmas money on a small projector and screen and has created a mini beanbag cinema, and therefore has suddenly taken an interest in watching films - he always refused to watch films before and said he didn't like them at all. Now, watching films on your own is boring, but watching films with Mum is a lot more fun especially if Mum can be persuaded to provide snacks too. Anyway, Cub is quite cautious with films and doesn't want anything with too much in the way of gore, emotional distress or kissing, and he does like war stories, so older war films of the more sanitised but still exciting kind are right up his street. He had a wonderful time with The Great Escape and We Dive At Dawn and Angels One Five and The Colditz Story and The Guns of Navarone, he liked Ice Cold In Alex too though it had a bit more kissing than he really wanted, but when I tried him on Master & Commander for a change of pace (and no kissing!) he found the whole children having their arms amputated aspect, plus a suicide, a bit too upsetting and didn't sleep well afterwards, and also while I tried to persuade him that it represented the pinnacle of technology at the time he wasn't having it; he wanted engines! The Imitation Game got points for being a true story and about computers, though he found the multiple threads confusing. He thoroughly enjoyed Top Gun: Maverick which has just about an acceptable kissing:aircraft ratio and we've just started Mission Impossible though this also has slightly more kissing than he really wants but also superb action sequences. I'd like to try him on Star Trek but so far he has been very resistant to aliens and spaceships as far too unrealistic, he likes stories about things that relate to the real world or to history best - he asked me suspiciously if Mission Impossible was superheroes when I suggested it, and he is very anti anything that involves fantasy. Obviously at some point I will have to introduce him to Bond. And I'll happily take suggestions for other things, especially if they're available on BBC iPlayer or one of the other UK streaming TV services.
4 x investigators
2026-05-09 08:19 am( Read more... ) Pretty decent episode and series ender, I thought.
International Migratory Bird Day
2026-05-09 02:01 am52/429: Stock It to Me. Please.
2026-05-08 09:00 pmThey were also out of four other times I'd ordered, so they effectively screwed themselves out of about twenty extra dollars of sales which they were screwing me out of my menu. And they'd already crewed themselves out of another twelve when they didn't have my beer in stock, and I chose not to order any backup since there was nothing else I wanted either. I wish I could still get out to buy stuff myself, so I could fill in the gaps with stuff from other stores, but I just don't have the energy anymore.
I've been up since first light Friday morning, and I didn't get a nap, so I'm exhausted, but I haven't had dinner yet and I'm actually hungry, so I guess I'll have to fix something before I go to bed. I could do something fairly easy, but I really want to get started on the more elaborate meals I bought. It's going to be getting way hotter over the next several days, and cooking will become more and more unpleasant.
And damn, I forgot the BOGO deal they had on small watermelons. I'm starting to crave summer fruits, and have none. Just one mango, and the mangos have been disappointing lately. I hate to pester the niece and nephew to fetch more stuff for me, but I'll probably think about it, and then probably not do it. That's my usual way. I wonder if I've got some canned fruit? Awful stuff for the most part, but maybe better than nothing or being a pest.
Raspberrys, Flower
2026-05-08 09:37 pmBewilderbeast finally opened up today. I had the rhizomes planted in an area that they HATED. Too much clay and too much water. Some completely rotted away before I realized what was happening and moved them to a pot. Here is the strongest of the survivors. This iris is quite variable, with each bloom a little different. The second picture was taken several years ago in the Henry St garden. On the second picture note the huge white stripe on the upright standard, as opposed to today's flower that has very modest white on the standards.







