Done yesterday

[mdlbear]

0416 Th
  * up 5:50ish; W=191.4; drugs, nose; coffee, C
    ! I am not happy about the way my weight keeps inching up.
  * follow up on Baycon programming invitation (in Remind)
    Should have done this in March!!
    ! Angry at myself.  Procrastination loses again.  Fail.
  & brought down Kat's bedding to box and ship.
  . ship up some of Kat's kitchen gear - talk with Jilara
    Is there anything you want me to ship immediately, like tomorrow?
    (13:26:13) chaos_tigerwolf: hm...one of my wolf comforters and the wolf
    fleece blanket. The anodized cookware set and other kitchen-type stuff can
    come up with her. thank you, and thank her.
  & realized that it needs to be decontaminated first
  * bring Colleen her laundry
  & 11:30 not very assertive, am I? :(
  & Call from Colleen: 60' + 47'; both knees working!!!
    !! Delighted!  Happy, proud, mudita, loving, loved.
  * Walk.  Lovely weather for it.
    ! mood alternated between contented, anxious, and depressed with no
      apparent cause.  Attempting to call C didn't shake it.  Weird.
  & sent Callie some job-hunting ideas
    ! pleased with my ingenuity
  * Colleen needs snacks; I need kleenex at work
  & Visit with Colleen: transferring in and out of bed.
    ! happy.  relieved.
  & IM with N; made her giggle
    ! glad I have the right touch of whimsy to make her laugh; she said I'm
      better at it than almost anyone except C or her father.  Pleased.
  * run Kat's quilt and blanket through drier a couple of times each
  * do Colleen's laundry.

Yes, I know it's late. I had to leave early to get to a meeting. A pretty good day on the whole. Colleen walked over 100 feet, which made us both very happy.

On the other hand, my walk was oddly unsatisfying, and seemed to make me... I don't know. Unsettled, maybe, rather than actually depressed.

The fact that I can cheer up a friend and make her giggle even when she's in pain still feels a little unfamiliar, but it's strangely satisfying.