Done yesterday (20090727)

[mdlbear]

0727 Mo
  * 6ish snuggled in Colleen's arms is a great way to start the morning
    ! loved
  * up 7am; coffee; drugs, nose, teeth; aspirin
    | sore, achy.  Neck muscles especially hurty.
  & 8:30ish took cyclobenzaprine for stiff neck.
  | 9:27 noticed hunched-over posture; stood up straighter.
  & Pay insurance bill (in person because a day late)
  @ http://lipsticksavior.livejournal.com/ (when there's time)
  * Walk (once around pond; stop to think)
    ! Again more scatterbrained than mindful
    | walking like a depressed person; very draggy.
  | sleepy/groggy all afternoon
  * Preliminary page up on pocketpoems.net
  * Ash leaves (Justin)
  * PAY BILLS
  & move all mysteries in the bedroom to the new shelves
  * bed 10:30ish; cyclobenzaprine

Snuggled up in Colleen's arms is a great way to start the morning. Unfortunately it was mostly downhill from there. I woke up with a sore, stiff neck (basically unchanged from the day before), and took a cyclobenzaprine (muscle relaxant), which didn't help much. That probably had something to do with the fact that I felt slightly groggy all day, as well as sore.

My walk was, again, more scatterbrained than mindful, but at least I seem to be noticing that more. I was also walking more slowly than usual, the way I do when I'm depressed. I probably am. A lot of tension and stress right now. I'm hoping that, if I can make it past the demo next Thursday, I'll be ok.

I got a fair amount done at work; that's a good thing, because the weekend is going to be mostly a write-off. Yes, I'll be able to take a laptop along and work, but hopefully it'll just be cosmetics at that point. The Big Scary Feature (TM) has to be in this week.