River: More Randomness

[mdlbear]

As it turns out, coming up with four new post topics every week is fairly hard. (Four, because the other three are Thankful Thursday, Songs for Saturday, and Done Since). It's much easier to drift along watching math videos on youtube, listening to Dave Carter songs, and reading other people's blog posts rather than writing my own. So you get more rambling randomness tonight. I believe this is what they call writer's block. Or laziness.

Ticia is watching me. She wants me to come to bed. Silly cat.

Every time I look at a job description I'm struck by how little I can actually do, and how ill-prepared I was -- am -- for this stage of my life. What was I thinking? Where am I going, and what am I doing in this handbasket?

NaBloPoMo stats:
   9625 words in 15 posts this month (average 641/post)
    172 words in 1 post today

Comments

[spiffyvoxel]

*gentle hugs*

[jesse_the_k]

Folks our age thought we'd have One Great Job, and it would give us a pension, and we'd be fucking set when we hit 65.

Life happened, so I want to convey, "not your personal failing, Steve."

[mdlbear]

Thanks. Doesn't change how fucked I am, nor the various screw-ups along the way that got me here. But... yeah.