Taking part in a filk circle on Zoom, and actually singing for
the first time in months, was a pretty decent way to end 2023. It didn't
set a particularly high bar for the start of 2024 to exceed. But spending
the afternoon in the ER wasn't the way to do it. (Not as serious as I
thought it was, or as it could have been, but I'm still going to have
Words with the rep from BardCare when she calls tomorrow to follow up on
the samples they sent me last week.)
And now it's time for some goals (I don't call them "resolutions") for the
coming year.
- Get the Whidbey Island house clean and ready to turn over to its new
owners, on the first of March. Having a hard deadline helps with the
procrastination. Usually.
- Finish the EOL paperwork: find a lawyer (who hopefully can serve as
an executor as well), and get the will and advanced directives done.
Carried over from last year, because procrastination.
- Continue my cancer treatments, and in general end the year in better
health than I ended last year with, though I'll settle for
simply living through it. This is, well, yeah. If I fail completely
at this, you won't be subjected to another New Year's Eve
post, and I won't be around to care.
- Along with that, self-care. This includes the kind of healthy living
-- nutrition and exercise -- that will help me as a cancer survivor.
- I think I'll break mental self-care out into its own goal. I'm not
sure what that means, really, so there's plenty of room for fudging. I
probably wouldn't recognize it if I tripped over it. Optimism may be
too much to expect right now; I'll settle for dark humor and something
vaguely resembling hope.
- Move out of the country with my chosen family, hopefully in time to
avoid the chaos that's inevitable around the November elections. That
depends on finding acceptable health care for all of us (including our
cats), which may be a tall order.
- Get back to music. Can I add singing and guitar practice to my healthy
living habits? Could I possibly record scratch tracks of all
my songs, as a legacy? We'll see. (Last night's participation in the
New Year's filk circle -- I sang three songs -- is at least a start.)
- Write more, hopefully including continuing to write my memoirs.
- Keep in better touch with people, especially with my kids. (Last
night's conversation with R was also a start.)
(Ok, they're more like guidelines...)