It's been a day

[mdlbear]

Wonderful AJA concert this evening in Palo Alto. It did wonders for my mood, even with Colleen unable to come. Golden Bough concert last night.

Music helps. Tonight before the concert I was totally frazzled: worn-out, weary and emotionally drained. Now I'm just tired, but reasonably OK emotionally. Maybe a little out of it, though that could be the glass of port I'm just finishing.

I've now had several people confirm that I'm calming and helpful to talk to. I'm sorry this is taking so much getting-used-to -- it still feels weird, as if everybody but me always knew that I had two heads.

I should go crash now.

Comments

(snicker)

[capplor.livejournal.com]

But you do have two heads, the one on the left just doesn't talk much.

Re: (snicker)

[mdlbear]

I'm afraid it drinks more, and I strongly suspect it's better at kissing. I'm jealous.

[judifilksign.livejournal.com]

It can be disconcerting to look at yourself from other folks' perspective. Things that you "KNOW" to be true about yourself (like: "I'm not good with people") aren't that way, more: ("Wow, I get along with folks better than I thought, even when I feel wierd about it.")

[mdlbear]

Um... *grins* you'd know a little bit about that, wouldn't you?

Yes, it's very disconcerting. It's been a very strange year for me.