Odd feeling
2009-06-22 10:40 pm After reading a wonderfully cheering email from
cflute just
before noon, I went out for a walk. I found myself walking considerably
faster than I have for weeks -- maybe months. At one point, walking down
the back hill to the pond, I realized that I was feeling both cheerful and
optimistic. It was unfamiliar, and very heady.
I can see how one could get addicted to that combination. The trick for me will be making it more addictive -- and more accessible -- than depression, which has been my drug of choice for decades.