Done yesterday (20111129 Tu)
2011-11-30 08:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I woke up to a reply to Sunday night's email to C., and the discovery that she had taken me off her friends list. It was surprising how much that hurt.
(I am happy to report that I'm back on, now that she has finally been confronted with reality. There's still a lot of pain to go around, but at least there's a path toward healing, now. I occasionally have to tell people that I'm interested in explanations, not excuses; it's good to know that my analysis appears to have been validated.)
Odd; I'm not sure I ever felt "validated" before. I know people have referred to it.
In other news, my Tascam US-800 interface arrived, and I got a 2-mile walk in at lunchtime.
I ended the day feeling drained, both emotionally and physically. The hamsters in my brain ate all my spoons.
Quite a few links, some of which are pretty scary.
1129 Tu * up 6:30; W=194.4; drugs, nose, teeth, email, exercise, light : Received reply from C. I tried. She's taken me off her flist, and made her entire LJ friends-only. ! hurt. It's surprising how much it hurts. @ steal this record - Yellow Press - Elvis Costello (randwolf) " Unfortunately, we at www.elviscostello.com find ourselves unable to recommend this lovely item to you as the price appears to be either a misprint or a satire. @ Softly and suddenly vanished away | Files That Last @ The freedom to tweet: Not applicable in Thailand or in Kansas | Cringely & revoke privs, change password on C's dreamhost sub-account. @ Doomed by default passwords | Security - InfoWorld * My Tascam US-800 interface arrived. * walk: ~2mi to Blackberry Farm and back. % very slow start, took maybe half a mile to get all the way up to a moderate pace. Mood, of course. % drained emotionally, headachy and slightly ill-feeling physically. Ick. dazed. sleepy. drifting. @ FCC blasts AT&T for lies about T-Mobile merger - Nov. 29, 2011 : Let's try ssh nova-w instead of nova; see if that helps the wifi connection by unkinking the routing. -> helps a lot. : emacs hangs when ps-printing a mail buffer :P @ What We Should Learn from the Collapse of Borders @ Even After Withdrawing Its Application, AT&T Hits Another Huge Hurdle In T-Mo Deal | TechCrunch (the FCC report) @ Dutch Researcher Created A Super-Influenza Virus With The Potential To Kill Millions Eeep! Seanan claims she had nothing to do with it. @ Siri Failures, Illustrated | Amadi Talks reproductive health blackout * load drugs * bath; bed ~midnight
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Date: 2011-12-01 05:21 am (UTC)And I am impressed by your rewording - it's almost unchanged, and yet it lowers the concern level quite a lot.
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Date: 2011-11-30 07:19 pm (UTC)I hope your new audio interface works out well.
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Date: 2011-11-30 07:36 pm (UTC)Bwaha!
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Date: 2011-11-30 09:47 pm (UTC)Jackie
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Date: 2011-11-30 09:56 pm (UTC)I'd welcome input from the parties directly involved, though.
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Date: 2011-11-30 09:45 pm (UTC)Granted I've known N. for 29 years, granted I love N., but I can be loyal to her without being disloyal to everyone she's had fallings out with. I defriended C. back as soon as I got the notification, but I'm not sure I should have; I expect it will have seemed retaliatory.
I'm really glad she let you back in. I don't like to see gentle, kind people be snubbed by people they love. I hope mutual good will among all 3 of you can be regained at some point.
Hugs,
Jackie
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Date: 2011-11-30 09:55 pm (UTC)J
Re: tangential thinky thought about me
Date: 2011-12-02 01:43 am (UTC)That said, C seems determined to make people choose sides, and has been cutting off a lot of people, so I'm told.
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Date: 2011-11-30 10:22 pm (UTC)I hope so too. It will take a while, but...
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Date: 2011-12-01 04:20 am (UTC)Uh... thanks!
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Date: 2011-12-01 04:51 am (UTC)You're welcome!
Hugs,
Jackie
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