Productivity? What's that?

[mdlbear]

I've actually been fairly productive the last few days. If I'd been this productive two months ago, around the end of March, I'd have my FSA receipts all sorted, the Consonance concerts all up on the web, and be feeling a lot less panicked and harried and depressed.

There's a receipt that I know was on my desk, where I needed it. It's not there now. There's a phone call I should have made 12 hours ago; it's too late now.

As it is, I'm feeling frustrated, panicked, defeated, worthless, and hopeless. Also, paradoxically, bored and restless. I can't focus, can't concentrate, can't sit still, can't relax. Which is not helping.

Knowing that it's some combination of burnout and depression, and that depression lies, doesn't help either. Neither did taking a walk this afternoon, except maybe temporarily.

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[mdlbear]

Colleen seems to think a fannish support group is a good idea, so maybe that'll happen eventually. I have my doubts, but we'll see.

She will also be starting a local Ladies' Sewing Circle and Terrorist Society meeting Tuesday nights, so that'll be my night off. Plus any Wednesday I choose to take off rather than stay home and be sociable.