Done day before yesterday (20090518)

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A pretty good day -- a lot got done in terms of getting the house ready for guests. I didn't do it, of course: Colleen's sister-by-choice Marty did.

I did get a good start on lead sheets for Tempered Glass's new songs, and got a couple of phone calls made.

I also found out that there are other people who, like me, don't seem to be able to "fall in love" the way most people do. It didn't really hit me until later that, wow! I'm not the only one. From what I've seen lately it may be difficult for such people to have normal relationships, not because they don't love their partners, but because they're not sending the right signals at the start.

Done yesterday (20090519)

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Not nearly as productive a day as I would have liked, but I did manage to get in to work in the afternoon after doing an almost-respectable amount of work from home in the morning. I also finished chording The Fox, and got a couple of new songs to the point where I can play them if I don't have to sing.

A couple of minor insights from a short walk and the drive home: I'm really sabotaging myself by procrastinating things. Why? Would it help to know why, or should I just concentrate on unlearning the behavior? Is it possible that I'm doing it to get back to a level of depression and anxiety that I'm "comfortable" with?

More questions than insights, I'm afraid.

I spent pretty much the entire evening in the living room with Colleen. That was good. We seem to have established a pattern of going to bed around 11 (we'll see how long that lasts this weekend -- HA!) and we're both starting to sleep better.