Well, yes, actually,...

[mdlbear]

... I am made of fail.

Yesterday I finally bothered to look at my bounced email at work, and found that mail to thestarport.org has been bouncing from my ISP with a "mailbox full" error for most of the last week.

Meaning I should have set up fetchmail a week ago when I first thought of it. Instead of being paralyzed all week, and finally doing it this morning after waking up at 4:30 and not being able to get back to sleep.

IDIOT Bear!

Yes, I know procrastination and paralysis are related to the depression, and are going to take a lot of retraining to get over. Idiot bear anyway.

Comments

[wyld-dandelyon.livejournal.com]

You are ignoring the fact that you DID finally do it. Pat yourself on the back, and add it to the to-done list. If you're like me when depressed, you need the positive reinforcement more than the negative, because the negative feeds the depression.

GOOD bear! You didn't just lay in bed being depressed, you utilized that time in a positive fashion and also did something that has been hard to do lately.

[mdlbear]

I did, which is one reason why I have the to.done list now and am trying to keep it active.

Thanks.